ujan…xleh nk balik.
stranded at opis..boringnya.
nak suruh org tu dtg amik.. dia kat damansara lak..ade keje, x abis lagi..hehe..
hmm…ujan…pastu tak boleh balik.. reminded me to him…
him..who was no longer here…
him..who i really wanted to see… tapi, ajal maut, jodoh pertemuan…memang benar2 Allah yang tentukan…. walaupun kita rasa…kita akan ada masa yg lain utk berjumpa dia. tapi, kalau dah ditentukan yang kita takkan jumpa dia… kita tetap takkan jumpa. sedihkan…
if i could bend the time… i would say YES when he offered to fetch me at PNB..so, i got the chance to meet him.
but, like i said earlier…jodoh pertemuan, ajal maut…all in God’s hand.
there’s nothing we can do….
IF ONLY……that’s all i can say…
how regret i was… but, no use….
he was no longer here…
terribly missed him…. 
i just came back from SME Bank. i went there to take my offer letter. oh yaa.. i got a permanent post at SME Bank.. finally, my quest to find a permanent job has ended.. alhamdulillah.. thanx to Allah for His Blessing.
a lot of things happened about my quest in getting job at SME Bank. 1st thing, i spoke to my boss about my interview, then later on.. i spoke to his PA about my absence tomorrow. i said to her..i already speak to En Nik. then she said, "kenapa akak cakap pegi intebiu" akak nak tahu.. masa kak fazz pegi intebiu dulu..en nik kata you all tak berminat kat sini" haha.. i made it the wrong way. i just wanted to be honest. but my honesty has been misjudged. when i heard his PA said those things to me, immediately i felt like…my interest has lost for the interview. but, i said to myself.. i have my right to determine for my self development. i will go for anything that appreciate me first.
at nite..during at home…i unpacked all my modules which i learnt at darul puteri. coz i remembered one of the module is about quality. and the post is about quality. i took the module.. and read/study it. not all.. and not even half…ngantuk laa..letih somemore.
i woke up late during the morning…hahaha. i didnt iron my clothes, luckily i already put all my certs in order, otherwise, ade jugak sijil yg tertinggal. that was my 1st intebiu i didnt put any make up. i put on lipstick. coz short of time. i need to be there at 8.30 am. but, i still managed to be there sharp 8.30 am.
then, normal procedure..have to fill in the forms, answer question about my likes and dislikes. i also need to answer questions about quality. i brought the quality module with me. but, the module is in BI, the Qs is in BM. dont say that, i straightaway copied ok!!!! i translated it and put in on my own words.
then, the interview session started as usual. at that moment, i felt i already put my best effort for my interview. kalau ada rezeki..adalah…hehe, that is my usual saying to my myself. nak sedapkan hati…hihih.
one week after, i got a phone call that i succeeded in the interview and being offered a permanent job. without any delay, i accepted it. nak tggu ape lagi.. rezeki dah ade, just grab it beb!!
soo…next monday, my new career just began. i hope everything will be smooth and fine. wish me luck ppl…
ape pun.. my advice to those who are still looking for a job…pray hard to Allah.. and percaya pada rezeki Dia… Gud Luck!!
today is my youngest niece’s 1st birthday… happy besday cayang!! hehe.. im sure she won’t read this.. but nevermind, just a ‘lil note for my cutie pie!!
nurizzahtul athirah was born on 24.3.05.. exactly a year today. i gave her name…beautiful name isn’t it? i couldn’t remember the meaning.. but no worries, it carries good meaning. what a lousy auntie i am.. meaning pun leh lupa..ekekeke.
the same day as athirah was born.. i lost my dear fren. he was suffered from brain cancer. i was so sad when i received the news. eventho i can felt his time was so near. the same day, during the nite.. my sis gave birth athirah…
Al-Fatihah….
setiap yang hidup, pasti akan pergi.
oklaa.. back to athirah… happy birthday Athirah… hope u will be a good girl..and make proud of ur parents ok..my girl. Angah always be there for you…Love u much… muahhhhss…
it’s already 15 mins past 5.45.
it’s time to go back. but normally i go back around 6.15 - 6.30.
tomorrow is Friday… i really love friday coz, the next day is saturday and it is my holiday…hehehe. i plan to visit ani at hospital. poor her..still warded at hospital. dont have any idea when she will discharge.
oklaa…wanna pack my things and ready to go home.
tren mesti delay lagi… bosannnnnn….!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im bored to death…serious…no jokes!!
dont know why…
i’ve been reading all the economic and stuffs since morning.
now my brain is jammed.. i cannot absorb too much of info in one time..ekekek.. alasan jer tuh..!!
from my place.. i can see fazidah busying doing her task. while sarah.. im not quite sure. perhaps waiting for her boss to give her something to do..hehe.
and puan azi…intense concentrating looking at her monitor. i think read economic report…hehehe…
actually.. i should do the same things too. don’t know why.. my brain cannot worked during morning. but later after lunch.. i will become extra rajin…hehehe… maybe i’m not a morning person. but.. i’m not having any problem to wake up early in the morning though. i love to go to work…it’s kinda weird…
but..when it comes to back home.. it will give me a headache.. i hate when the tren is delayed. always happen lately.. especially when it rains. it suxxx!!!
okey.. got to continue my reading…hehe…
pastikan kau dengan aku… jangan ada cinta lain…
tak pernah aku terlintas…niatku untuk berpaling…
maafkan aku sayang… jika belum kau bahagia…
sejauh langit di atas…kan ku kejar bahagiamu…..
i will make u happy…
i promised to you…
love u so much….
